I have 3 different pictures with Chris and I can’t even look at them because it makes me so FRUSTRATED
And the sleep deprived hysteria fueled emotional rants beginnnnn
Making me a sappy whinebag since now
I wish there was a way that I could meet and coherently explain my feelings and love for a band/ certain members with the complete absence of any fangirly-type behavior because I am so far from being that. It’s just so hard, you get a short time with them and of course you’re star struck, in front of this person you love, just wishing they KNEW. Meet and greets are terrifying and I always go into complete shy shell mode. Fate, just let me be friends with my loves.